Where do we stand where there is no ground to place our feet? I realize now more than ever that a true heart knows no distance. It doesn’t know defeat and sees opportunity in the face of adversity. This is where I want to be, in my work, in my life, and in every step I take out the door.
A couple days ago a romantic idea was squashed by bitter realities, the fickleness of the heart, and one too many dreams that had no place in this world. I am respectful and ever humbled by the gravity that holds us to what is near, to find comfort in our routine and to seek new places that we can walk to. I can’t for the life of me express in words what I hold to be true. At least not now. I have many roads to walk before I can fully understand where I am now, and in my reflection I hope to gain the wisdom to learn from what has come to pass.
Perhaps it is time for a fool to relinquish his throne and pass on the glory to someone better deserving, someone who has the ability to commit. I can only try to work through what I have lost, for it was only a dream, a vision of my happiness that may never come to pass. I do not fret for long, I know that there are many paths to glory and if we can forgive our heavy laden flights of fantasy, for their rouse, we can grow each day until we reach what we’ve earned.